Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday Tristan! I am not sure how this post is going to come out or how it is going to read for some of you but I am going to put what is in my mind onto the blog as I always have. Today is a great day, Tristan is now a 1 year old, a bouncing baby boy who crawls anywhere he can. He is always giggling and laughing attempting to stand on his own even if it is for a split second before he crashes down. But if there was any concern from the fall his big smile and laugh immediately following takes that away. We can see him getting bigger his hair is starting to get a little more red as the months go, his face still chubby and his smile even bigger. Then I open my mind to earth. There is no bouncing boy, there is no big smile, there is no Tristan on earth. This is just part of the emotional roller coaster that Sarah and my self's mind plays. We know Tristan is with us and we do lean on him for support just as we do God but things are different now. One year ago today was the greatest day of our lives and the start a 54 day journey that will always remain in my heart and mind. We did see a Miracle and we saw Angels on earth in the form of doctors and nurses every day in Indy. The hard part is now the Angel we want to see is Tristan.
Today we will be working on his garden, planting flowers and doing a little maintenance to it. He is alive and well in Heaven, just waiting for the day for us to come up to be with him again. We are just trying to build a little piece of Heaven on earth with his garden. Something that can grow as he did and bloom into something greater.
Thank you everyone for your support and messages. If we don't respond don't take it personal. We have a lot on our minds and heavy hearts.
We love you Tristan, Happy Birthday!
Mom and Dad
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Dave and Sarah, We love you both and we have been thinking about you all day. Mike and I know this was a difficult day for the both of you. Tristan brought so much joy to your lives and touched the lives of so many others. Your faces light up when Tristan's name is mentioned and your little angel was so precious to God that he wanted to give him that 54 days to leave an everlasting mark on this world. Both of your posts were beautiful and we were brought to tears. Hopefully as you miss your precious child, you can also take peace in knowing your little Tristan is in God's arms and can never hurt or cry. All he has now is love and happiness. I'm sure he is watching over you today as he does every other day, just to make sure his mom and dad feel his presence and love.
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