A Lonely Fathers Day

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by Patricia Grant



A million times I needed you
A million times I have cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You would have never died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a special place,
That none will ever fill.
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For all my love went with you
The day God called you home.

Tristan there are no words that can express how much we miss you. I thank God that most people don't feel what we feel. It is hard to be sad when we know you are in Heaven. But it is hard to be happy when your not here with us. I will never forget our fathers day together. You are my special son.

Love

Mom and Dad

Days keep on going.......

It has been over a week since my last post. It is not that I don't have a lot to say but there is so much in my mind that sometimes I cannot keep it straight. I have been reading over some of the posts from last year in the hospital. I am starting to forget dates little things happened but my heart continues to ache non stop. I can remember each day but they are starting to blend together now. We try to keep our self busy because when things slow down our minds do wander. When people ignorantly say you will move on, I can tell you that is 100% false. You never move on, you learn to cope.

We miss you Tristan Baby.

Mom and Dad